Imagine everything being the kukan (space)? Well that’s exactly how I interpret my life’s understanding of the present, moment. This past friday offically marked our last class for 2008.
Friday 12/19 – we will be holding a review class from this past year and what everyone has learned. I’ve asked some of our senior practitioners to share with the class their lessons (personal) they’ve learned throughout the year outside the dojo as well. I feel our training doesn’t begin in the dojo nor ends in the dojo. Our art is a life “art” which the physical portion is just an excuse or some would say a medium of development for discipline and maturity. In essence training in budo taijutsu has shown me how things past and present are all connected – like heaven and earth, negative and positive, yin & yang (in-yo) - these paradoxes are necessary for refinement of the self. Do you have yoyu? This is not a question, something the lies within. What exactly do I mean by yoyu in the non-tradition Japanese meaning, well its simple – how do you behave and respect other people. Since my return on the scene a number of years ago, I’ve witness alot of people present themselves as being the real deal to later on showing their innate selfish selves in the most arrogant ways. This in my opinion is certainly no role model I would want to follow. It’s not the technical skills of these individuals that I complain about. They’re inability to have compassion for another human being is what apparent. Perhaps their not at fault, they seem to be born with this self justification of being a nice and sincere person. Why am I ranting about this, well as I’ve come to understand in my life, most artist that demostrates or showcase their work is conveying a message to anyone who has the capacity to see through their own veil what that artist is saying – it’s communication, a language of the heart.
In closing – we revisited the koshi kihon sanpo gata in a realistic way that perhaps suitable for living in New York. The main ingredients mentioned was the right (needed) distance to take and angels that would offshoot our opponent couple with timing allowed the recipient to move as and in the space, yet not control it – it controls itself in a conducive way.
Newton conceived space to be absolute (bold statement), anyway Newton claimed to have proof of its absolute nature. He maintained that absolute space is a great void which objects occupy. It exists independently of objects, and if there were no objects, then space would still exist. Newton said this space has character independent of objects (tori/uke). An off quoted definition of space is of it’s own nature – without relation to anything external, remains always similiar and immovable. Let it be known, I do not claim to be a physic’s expert nor scientist in the ordinary sense. I’m a practitioner of many links that contributes to my understanding and growth.
Budo is like Jazz – man it’s all about improvisations, melodies (constants) in life, harmony with friends, family and foes. I suggest to anyone on this path (budo) to relax and don’t try to define what budo, when you do, you loose a precious moment of its expression in your life.
One of my favorite quotes – by a really awesome musician – ” I never thought about whether or not they understand what I’m doing…. the emotional reaction is all that matters as long as there’s some feeling of communication, it isn’t necessary that it be understood”. – John Coltrane
